My Every Day

Yep. Another attempt at a 365.
January 2, 2012 - Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind I went over to Madel’s after going to the gym together. I love the underlying competition between us whenever it comes to health and what not. It’s just a girl’s nature to do that and its existence whenever I’m hanging out with her makes our relationship even more genuine. I really can’t get enough of hanging out with her because we just bond perfectly, except for when she gets into her addiction with things TV shows or whatever. It’s that trait of being strongly addicted to something that scares me and reminds me of my Dad. I’m not saying that I avoid them at all cost, I’m actually surrounded by people like them. Hell, maybe I am too, I just don’t want to admit it. It just gives me uneasy feelings. It’s like watching your loved ones climb down a steep cliff as they invite you to join them. Then you join them but the fear of falling never leaves.  I took a nice shower in Madel’s bathroom and I love how she has so many beauty products that I got to use and scan over. I’ve always loved going through people’s things. Ever since I was little I would just open people’s drawers and examine every little trinket and diaries. No bad intentions though, just intensely curious.  This movie almost made me cry because it screamed my situation. Of how I’ve just been trying to forget anything and everything that has caused me hurt because I just really want to be happy. I want to stay afloat. This one quote that Clementine (Kate Winslet) says, hit the spot. People fall in love with the person that I am and I’m not complaining but I just feel even more misread when that happens. This picture is my favorite scene because it reminds me of Eric and other guys that has caught my interest. I fee like whenever I settle on opening myself up, I try as much to show every aspect of me while they are just so private and enclosed. I can’t blame them though cus that’s what’s probably keeping me around. The curse of curiousity? Maybe.

January 2, 2012 - Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind

I went over to Madel’s after going to the gym together. I love the underlying competition between us whenever it comes to health and what not. It’s just a girl’s nature to do that and its existence whenever I’m hanging out with her makes our relationship even more genuine. I really can’t get enough of hanging out with her because we just bond perfectly, except for when she gets into her addiction with things TV shows or whatever. It’s that trait of being strongly addicted to something that scares me and reminds me of my Dad. I’m not saying that I avoid them at all cost, I’m actually surrounded by people like them. Hell, maybe I am too, I just don’t want to admit it. It just gives me uneasy feelings. It’s like watching your loved ones climb down a steep cliff as they invite you to join them. Then you join them but the fear of falling never leaves. 

I took a nice shower in Madel’s bathroom and I love how she has so many beauty products that I got to use and scan over. I’ve always loved going through people’s things. Ever since I was little I would just open people’s drawers and examine every little trinket and diaries. No bad intentions though, just intensely curious. 

This movie almost made me cry because it screamed my situation. Of how I’ve just been trying to forget anything and everything that has caused me hurt because I just really want to be happy. I want to stay afloat. This one quote that Clementine (Kate Winslet) says, hit the spot. People fall in love with the person that I am and I’m not complaining but I just feel even more misread when that happens. This picture is my favorite scene because it reminds me of Eric and other guys that has caught my interest. I fee like whenever I settle on opening myself up, I try as much to show every aspect of me while they are just so private and enclosed. I can’t blame them though cus that’s what’s probably keeping me around. The curse of curiousity? Maybe.

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